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Monday, October 31, 2011

Had another fight.
Having another fight doesn't mean it would be the end of something,
it just simply means we have to learn from our past mistakes.
Someone else voices out your mistakes; and it's up to you to accept it or cry over it.

Everyone make mistakes, but not repetitively.
Example, ME.

I wish I could understand that in a relationship it's always US not YOU or ME.
He cares more about me then I about him.
With examples from my parents, yes, I thought that only the male counterpart have to care.

But I never thought of the consequences it brought to me.
I should have done a lot better than this. I used to aim to be the BEST girlfriend EVER!
What happened to that enthusiasm? It didn't fade did it?

He said, "I want a girlfriend; not someone I have to look after"
He said, "Settle your life before caring about mine"
He said, "You don't even know yourself, how do you know about loving me?"
He said, " The truth is I love you; just that it hurts"
He said, "Let's go our separate ways"
He said, "I'm tired of this"

But I don't want to give him up. I know he loves me MORE than I love him.
I never really LOVED.
I guess I can say now that this is different than the "i love u, u love me" nonsense.
I want to be there for him; just like how he's there for me.
I want to know my priorities; being organised.
I want to settle my life!

And the most important thing is...
I WISH I KNEW WHO I WAS!

I just know I'm uncertain, selfish, bitchy, nonsense, and Un-prioritised.

Let's just hope I'll really learn. I just can't believe I have that stubbornness to do the same mistakes; again and again....


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